Standing in the aisle next to the baked beans in the grocery store this afternoon, I heard an older woman calling, “Brian! Brian!” Then turned and found she was talking to me.
“I don’t think so,” I said as she wheeled her cart over my way. “Oh,” she said, realizing her mistake as she got close. “You’re not Brian.” Then, feeling a need to explain, she said, “He worked on the eaves of our house, did good work, too, but you’re not him. Though you really do look just like Brian.”
“He must be a good-looking fellow,” I said, smiling, obviously trying to make light of her confusion, to which she simply said, “No,” and walked away.
I told Colin I’d had an interesting time visiting Jack Kerouac’s grave, and he – Colin – said he’d been born in Connecticut on October 26, 1969, one week to the day after Kerouac died in St. Petersburg, Florida.
“For awhile,” he told me, “I had it in my head that maybe Kerouac’s soul had lingered around on the earth for exactly a week, and now I had it.”
“You never know,” I said.
Colin said that around the time he hit age 16, he decided — or his soul convinced him? — to hitchhike to Kerouac’s hometown of Lowell, Massachusetts, on a pilgrimage to the writer’s grave.
“But the city was just so depressing I never made it to the cemetery,” he said. “Instead, I keep going on to Vermont, to visit friends at Middlebury College. I lay around there for a few days, but I don’t remember the specifics of what happened. I think drugs and alcohol were involved.”
p.s. Later, I looked over my notes from Kerouac’s grave and realized he actually had died on October 21, five days before Colin was born. Which probably didn’t change what happened to his soul.
– Does it make you angry the way man has polluted this planet?
“What makes me angry is people planning to do things that will pollute the planet… I look at the planet and all you see is proof that we need to change.”
Neil Young, quoted in Jimmy McDonough’s biography Shakey (2002, page 341)
I came across something that interested me the other day: the year 1666 is the one you get when you list all seven Roman numerals in order, from highest to lowest: MDCLXVI.
(As Captain Jerry said when I told him this, it’s too bad the Romans all had declined and fallen by then, so none of them still was around to appreciate that fact.)
We were talking today about the great American myth that it’s all about the individual, the self-made man who overcomes all obstacles and rises to prominence (perhaps thanks to his pliable bootstraps).
The powers that be pretend it has nothing to do with community, with helping each other out; it’s all – as the saying goes – about ‘pluck and luck.’ At the same time, I’ve been reading about the organizing done by A. Philip Randolph, “the leading black figure in the labor movement,” and came across the speech he gave at the March on Washington for Jobs and Freedom in August, 1963.
The way the story of the March on Washington usually is told, it’s all about one prominent individual, who had a dream. That myth again. Who knew anyone other than Martin Luther King, Jr., even spoke that afternoon? Which is too bad, because Randolph’s talk, ten quick paragraphs, was right to the point. And this part of it, 50+ years later, couldn’t be more topical: “Look for the enemies of Medicare, of higher minimum wages, of Social Security, of federal aid to education and there you will find the enemy of the Negro, the coalition of Dixiecrats and reactionary Republicans that seek to dominate the Congress.”
What’s needed, Randolph added, is “a new beginning not only for the Negro but for all Americans who thirst for freedom and a better life.”
“The area of government is as confused as anything we can identify. And one need only look at TV coverage of either House or Senate to see that we do not have a government at all but merely a group of fat cats who spend their time, and our money, being nasty to each other.”
Red Earth, White Lies
Vine Deloria, Jr., 1995, page 28
Posted in Books, Home, U.S.
“The very beginning of Genesis tells us that God created man in order to give him dominion over fish and fowl and all creatures. Of course, Genesis was written by a man, not a horse. There is no certainty that God actually did grant man dominion over other creatures. What seems more likely, in fact, is that man invented God to sanctify the dominion that he had usurped for himself over the cow and the horse.”
The Unbearable Lightness of Being
Milan Kundera, 1984, page 286
[translated from the Czech by Michael Henry Heim]